January 7, 2011
"home is a place you grow up wanting to leave,
and grow old wanting to get back to"
-John Ed Pearce
"home is a place you grow up wanting to leave,
and grow old wanting to get back to"
-John Ed Pearce
I'm working on a book and online gallery project, if you feel inspired, please feel out the included survey and send it in to the email address shown, thanks!
The Home Project
Please answer any of the following questions that you feel inspired to answer and send it in to: homeproject@stephdaviesartmusic.com Please sign here as your first name or “anonymous” depending on how you would like to be credited in any future publication:
1. How would you define “Home”?
2.Are there any songs that reflect an idea of “Home” to you (please list title and artist and if you’d like, any reasons as to why)
3.Are there any quotes about “Home” that you find especially relevant (please list quote and author of the quote and if you’d like, any reasons why you find this quote about home to have relevance)
4.Are there any books or stories about “Home” that have a place in your heart?
5. If you’d like to send in a drawing of “Home” and whatever that looks like in your eyes please include your name and mailing address here & Steph will send you a blank postcard and a return envelope so you can send her some artwork (your work will be included in an online gallery and considered for later publication)
Thank you so much for participating in this survey for the “Home Project” for all the latest news on this & other projects please stay tuned to www.stephdaviesartmusic.com or follow her on twitter www.twitter.com/stephdaviesart
entangled in my lover's lair
you'll find remnants of my hair
and notes that he's left hanging there
a feather I have drawn.
massage therapy
muscles turned from hardened steel
to soft masses of pillow soft
Four hours less of the work week
shall I say or shall I go (now)
Tom Waits family portrait album
farwell to our fine furry kitty houseguest.
I feel like I'm standing on the edge of something
the edge of everything, really.
With a soft-spoken confidence
that if I fall, I'll fly.
And with these wings,
I'll soar.
balloons floating up in the sky
entangling themselves in the power lines
causing a burst of light-
explosion of fireworks
lights out
It's a brand new year.
decisions to make
options
choices
a whole map of paths to choose from
ink pen in hand
a lovely kitty guest to draw portraits of
feeding carrots to the elk
getting up close with the buffalo
the lazy haze of the post-holiday
mini peppermint patties
the subliminal silver lining
home for the holidays
christmas turkey dinner
storage unit reality tv
cuddling up for warmth
chocolates & caramels & sparkling wine
christmas eve
buttons & long hair
white elephant weddings
old men who toss their batteries into their shopping baskets with flair
flying home
the blackbird bar
pinball quarters
snow
the walking dead
"she knows"
guitar strums & photobooths
Tonight at dinner...
Matt: "You have the prettiest eyes"
Me: "Oh, Thanks!"
Matt: "They're so big and happy and sad at the same time."
two days off to look forward to
payday means new art supplies
a trip to waukesha to look after kitty
mulled cider
baby pictures of Matt to put in my locket
when waking up feels like sleeping in
the cold is bearable
radiohead on store speakers
the way it feels when everything starts to fall into place
leaving presents for people
a pocket full of change coming on
eleven days to Christmas
(I'm not counting down, I just know)
sunrise dance parties that cause my brain to unravel from its sleeping nest
the sun is shining & it casts shadows on the cold winter ice
latenight pinball adventures & photobooths carry on from the night before
I've got to find a box big enough.
cold wind burning through my veins
racing a clock with no hands
waiting rooms-how could I have expected not to wait?
snow & ice & salt
old U2 songs on the muzak
(singing me to wake)
christmas cards are starting to arrive in the mail
a forgotten piece of artwork (look up & there it is)
The Beatles' White album
the sound of snow being shoveled
it's cold as hell
(I know.)
Love
A woman fell in love with a man who had been dead a number of years.
It was not enough for her to brush his coats, wipe his inkwell, finger his ivory com:
she had to build her house over his grave and sit with him night after night in the damp cellar.
-Lydia Davis
I highly recommend The Collected Stories of Lydia Davis...beautiful short stories, can't get enough.
recommended reading
sun reflecting off the snow
so cold you grow numb & then almost start to feel warm again.
finding inspiration in the album artwork of Likkey Li,
an artist I've never really heard of or listened to,
but there's this collage element & I'm really interested in it.
walking to work
snow underfoot
thinking about my ever-growing hat collection
remembering how to breathe (1, 2, 3)
and the release that comes
the relief that comes
Thinking I should meditate
(which is, in itself, a kind of meditation)
and on it goes
and so it will.